You wanna create a distance between yourself and the object world. Don’t be trapped in form. Just observe form and interact with it. Form is not some universal truth. Your body is things you have gathered from the universe.
School was designed to create a system where you think you have no power over form, that things can’t be changed. They try to hypnotize you that intellect rules the world. Intellect is overhyped up as some God. You eat a banana and it becomes your body. That is more than amazing.
Deeper intelligence in you changes the form. Your deeper intelligence you are the ruler of. But are you your body? Clearly not. Because the banana you ate was not a part of you but now it is but your Being was there before banana. Clearly it must be a rejection of form if you can’t enjoy a small particle. All form is interesting and you can change all form. Form takes on different shapes. It can be liquid or solid or something else.
In some ways I really wanna struggle in life because the deeper you struggle the deeper the roots to your tree will grow.. All that pain creates extremely deep roots of stability. This means the deeper roots the taller you can grow in the long run. You can really feel how pain burns away anything weak. You go through struggle and whatever that is strong will survive. All the weaker parts will burn away. And you can truly appreciate life in a deeper way that’s the best part. Whatever survives that’s real and not fake.
When you really go and research how large the universe is then you truly understand that we don’t know anything! Over 100 billion galaxies they believe exist. Each Galaxy with it’s own amazing infinite mystery. With knowing this try to focus on observing the smallest particle and try to be aware of it. Once you do understand the smallest objects then you can easier move on to bigger things. Most people wanna start with the bigger things in life. Start with the smaller things and expand from there.
You have most power over the things in your surroundings closest to you. Other things further away from you in the universe it’s vain to worry too much about. The good thing is that you can start to expand your circle of influence by caring and taking care of the little things. Everything in the universe constantly expands same as your influence if you start with the things close to you.